I still live in pain, punished every day and I think and regret what

 I did all the time .. If you knew, if only they knew, my life, my time

and my punishment would not be this hard ..

Realizing the facts, learn to live with the knowledge that the decision

 I took was right when I took it, but regret is my punishment ..

 

Please forgive me..

I am sorry..

That´s all i can say!